Monday 22 October 2018 07:35, UK
Roy Hodgson admitted it was hard to "stand here as a loser again" after Crystal Palace were beaten late on by Everton.
Marco Silva's substitutions made the difference for Everton as they struck late in a 2-0 win over Palace, who had a penalty saved by Jordan Pickford with the game at 0-0.
Palace remain two points above the drop and face Arsenal, Chelsea, Tottenham and Manchester United in their next four league games.
Hodgson has felt defeat in six of his last eight games in charge and is sick of the sinking feeling.
"The first goal was a massive blow after defending so well," he told Sky Sports.
"Also, the chance to put ourselves in a commanding position and not take it from the penalty. It's hard to stand here as a loser again - I could have been standing here as a winner or someone who has coached their team to a positive point but they scored the goals and we didn't."
Pickford triggered memories of England's World Cup adventure as he saved Luka Milivojevic's penalty.
Milivojevic has scored nine of his 10 penalties for Palace but squandered this one as his effort down the middle of the goal was blocked by Pickford's leg after he dived to his left.
Hodgson believes the Serbian will put himself forward and score the penalty he takes.
He said: "The fact is you have to take your chances and we came across a goalkeeper in form who made two outstanding saves in the first half which meant we came in at half-time 0-0, and we had the penalty which would have made a difference. It definitely lifted the crowd and they really got behind the team and gave them fresh impetus going forward.
"Luka has only missed two penalties out of around nine or 10 so I'm sure he'll score the next one, and I'm sure we'll get penalties and opportunities because we do send people forward into the opposing team's box."